honesty.

 

I'm going in this morning to be fit for a sensor for the week. I know it's a good thing because it will yield lot's of helpful data. It's time for that given how strange my blood sugars have been the last couple of months. It's amazing we have the ability to this now. Such accurate, persistent feedback. What an helpful tool in our arsenal. So yes, from a diabetes management, medical information standpoint, it's very a good thing.

But that's not how I feel this morning. I feel sad about it. I know it's not going to be anything horrible from a physical standpoint, but still, I'm so very tired of having devices in my body. For whatever reason it makes me feel a little off kilter, like I'm one beat off on a song. I know, old story, old lament. But there you have it nonetheless. The feelings are real and I'm trying to be OK with that for a bit. I guess honesty is the least I can do for myself today.

Comments

[Scott K. Johnson]

When I'm dealing with that sort of feeling, I think it comes from having to deal with all that extra crap just to make it through another day. That I can't just take it all off and be fine.

[Minnesota Nice]

Birdie, I hope that you get accurate information and can make the changes you need to feel better.

[birdie]

Thanks guys! Yes on both counts. I wish I could just walk away from all the tests and procedures and machines. And yes, I hope at the very least, that I'll get useful and accurate information during this little adventure.

Thanks, as always, for being there for me throughout the journey. You're the best!

[sms]

Great birdie!